TheLastEposide

休息是为了走更长的路 你就是我的旅途 都是因为你 我一直漫步  想要跟你一起走到最后 但我遗失了地图 谁给谁束缚 谁比谁辛苦 爱到深处才会领悟  好的事情 最后虽然结束 感动十分 就有十分满足 谢谢你 是你陪我走过那些路 痛 是以后无法再给你幸福  好的事情 也许能够重复 感动时分 就算纷纷模糊 不要哭 至少你和我记得很清楚 爱 是为彼此祝福

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No more pain

No more hurt

No more LOVE~

This is our ending LOVE story~~~ <3

坚强

我努力的仰望天空

我努力的把眼泪倒流

我努力的不回头 <3

30.06.2006- 2011

写给我最爱的他-猪-:

今天是我们在一起第五年了。我们一路走过的日子，遇见了不少挫折，不少困难。虽然有时候我们性格不合，意见不合，但我们还是坚持着爱着彼此。我们的爱情就像童话故事。我们失去联络了半年，在我们联络回后，才发现我们不曾放弃彼此，就算心是那么的远~我们吵架也很少忍让彼此，所以吵架是我们的危险期。而我们也吵过了不少架。因为吵架，让我们觉得厌倦，累和想放弃，到最后我们还是舍不得离开彼此。我们已经属于彼此生活的一半。我们吵起架来会很凶，但到最后你会哄回我。而我的眼泪永远都是因为你而流。虽然有时候你很大男人，脾气很坏，在吵架时那凶狠的眼神，那沉重的语气让我觉得害怕讨厌。但，你也有一颗疼爱，呵护我的心和那温柔体贴的性格。有时候，你很自恋。很喜欢说自己帅，也很喜欢逼我说你很帅 ==。但是在我心目中别人真的永远都不能和你做比较。你永远都是最好的。除了爸妈，你是第三个能改变我的人。你让我觉会依赖，会吃醋。你也很幼稚，幼稚得让我不知所措。而我在你心中可能也是幼稚和小气，但我是因为你而小气。我介意你的一切，而你永远不懂我是那么的介意。因为你没有我那么介意。我可以说，我爱你绝对不少过你爱我。我爱胡思乱想，是因为在你身上我的不到我要的安全感。可能过去发生过太多的事情，我从来没有在我心里抹去过。我害怕，我害怕那一部会再重演。我担心，我担心我害怕的有一天会发生。情人总分分合合，可是我们却越爱越爱越深。

有时你会对我冷淡，有时候你会对我很好。我们像老夫老妻，有什么事说出来一起分担，一起38别人的事情，一起做回我们原来的性格。我们不需要再隐藏，做作。我是一个情绪化的人，我容易改变。但我小气的时候，并不是想要的得来你的责骂，而我想要你的疼爱。毕竟我是因为你的事而小气。有时候并不是我经不起玩笑，而是我想要在认真地时候，你能给我认真的态度。在我为你忙了一番后，我想听到的不是你的玩笑，而是你的呵护，你的拥抱，你的亲亲~你答应了我要一直陪在我身边，一起到老，永远都只爱我一个。我选择了相信。但是我可以很肯定地跟你说，我的相信并不会持久。过了不久后，我会再开始胡思乱想。所以记得要哄哄我哦。谢谢你让我依靠你的肩旁。我喜欢被你抱在怀里，听听你的心跳声。早上睁开眼，看见的是你抱我在你怀里是一种幸福。我们喜欢挑逗彼此。我们喜欢捏彼此的脸大大力。你是虐待狂 XP。。你也是我的魔术师，你也是我的彩色笔。因为你在我心中涂上了一个五彩缤纷的世界。你给我甜的，酸的，苦的~就连我为你掉下的眼泪也是酸的。你在我的世界扮演了各种各样的角色 <3..我会霸占你的一切，让你的生命里的每一部分都有我的份~我爱你老公。The Forever Love <3

Chien

My Love One

The one i LOVE the most In My Life

My Lovely Babe hubby..

Thanks for the everything you done for me..

Thanks you when i need euu and you are by my side

Thanks you coz of my stomach ache in the midnight

and you help me to go buy medicine for me even in the midnight..

I love you and i adore you

You just like My real husband,

You care on what i want and what i need..

Thanks you appear in my life babe..

I love you just the way you are..

You are my Magician,

You appear by my side when i need you..<3

Forever ever and ever <3

Chien&Yeong

I Love you and thanks you babe^^

Try

可能是因为我要求过高

可能是因为我觉得

就算我们的感情久了

我们也不能变淡

所以我只想永远的在热恋中~

我应该去试试不要要求过高

因为这个世界没有完美的人。。。

Chien&Yeong

Listen To My Heart

Jun

Hello guys and girls..

I has been long time no seriously to write a post

since i played back Facebook^^

Well, 不知不觉已经到了6月

很多事情不断的在我们身边改变

自从那一天开始

我们的生活变得很缭乱

我们一直因为来不及适应而争吵

真的把我们累坏了

而我，自从那一天开始

认识了另一个你

一个对我陌生的你

或许，如果可以重来

我希望我们只是朋友

我们之间有太多的差异

我们可以很恩爱

但也可以好像仇人般

我们还不够了解彼此

而我要的

你却给不到

你给不到我要的安全感

我，不想要再像以前那样的爱你

我不想要爱你到无法自拔

因为你也一样

你不曾踏入我的生活

其实你是一个很独立的男孩

你是一个不需要情人的男孩

因为你是一个重友轻色的人

你对别人的好胜于对女友好

我就像你生命中的过客

可能我幼稚，我小气，我爱胡思乱想

但，只因为我爱你

我介意你的一切

有时候的你让我觉得你真的很爱我

有时候的你让我觉得你并没有想象中的爱我

亲爱的，我想我真的不会爱

我们的爱还至于深~

Chien&Yeong

每一天都有一公升的眼泪

Waiting

筹备当中 <3

If

如果可以

我不想爱了

GoodGoodNight

I like to slp on ur shoulder everynight,

I like to wake you up every morning,

I like to have a morning kiss from you <3

I like to early in the mornigncan hug you tightly,

And i like to wake up in the morning and see you by my side slp like pig^^

I am In Love With You^^

Over

Maybe i am over care On You..

Maybe i am over Love You

Maybe i am over Childish

Maybe, maybe and maybe

I shouldn't anymore.....

I am forcing myself to follow your law instead of i forcing you to follow my LaW~~~

Chien&Yeong

请原谅我，原谅我不成熟

I Took

I took you wont do that

But at last you did it......

自己

这是你自己找来的!

以后请别怪我！

男人

一个不懂得尊重，疼爱，珍惜女友的男人

根本没有资格说爱她!!!

宽

我们彼此都放宽了自己的度量
你再次要我学习去适应新的世界
有点陌生的世界
充满了担心和忧虑
你突然交给我的任务
让我措手不及
我需要再次的忍痛
再次的适应
再次的习惯
再次的接受
经过了一天的时间
我所看到的
我所感受到的
并不简单
那。。对我来说
真的是一个很艰难的任务
心里酸的，甜的，苦的，咸的又再次出现
不想看到的，接受不到的，
已经让我不得不试着接受与看到
我们可以很好，也可以很糟糕
以前我想要的东西
我现在得到了
但，现在的感觉已经不对
那，好像并不是我想要的
那是一个地方，几率最高的地方
我们可以再那个地方开始
也可能在同一个地方结束~

Chien&Yeong
没有一个女孩不会吃醋

11th May

Start from yesterday -11th May-
Everything will be change in our life~

Sticky

Our Love just like the -Sticky- stick together...<3

Happy Mother's Day

Happy Mother's Day to My Lovely mum..
Wish you beauty and healthy always..
Your girl-me- will love you forever^^
Mmuackzzzzzzz~


Besides that, today have a nice dating day with my hubby^^
Thanks for the everything you care on me^^
Thanks for the deep kiss to let me clearly know how much you love me...<3
Thanks for the tightly hug to let me know you don't want me to simply think and trust on you..
Thanks for the everything you told me..
I really love you babe^^
I love you just like how deep you love me...<3

Chien&Yeong
Like the moment when together with you^^

Year 2 Semester 4

Wao, time is fast..
I am going back KL tomorrow..
Next week start my Year 2 Semester 4..
Its fast..I study in TARC already 1 year..
Well, tomorrow go back and stick with my hubby all the time again^^
Will miss my parents and my home so much..
Wish that i can come back as fast as possible..^^
Goodbye Kuantan, My Lovely Parents and My fellow friend^^
Hello KL and My Dearest Hubby again^^

Before back KL, took a photo at house...<3

Speckie Girl's

I'm become Speckie Girl's now^^
how i look?Noob?Office girl?Bookworm girls?

弱

再强的女强人

再大的大男人

都有脆弱的时候

大部分男生都是這樣失去女朋友的

追求的時候當人家是寶，永遠保持著最好的一面... 剛到手的時候疼人家到骨子裏去，每天給她打十幾個電話，發幾十條

信息，說甚麽你都銘記在心，想吃甚麽、想買甚麽、想去哪裏你都會盡全力去滿足，溫柔體貼無微不至，巴不得二十四個小時都能跟她呆在一起；一開始總是包容的，就算她的生活習慣與你不同也會努力的調試配合，一切一切都是美好的... 久了，膩了！每天別說幾十個電話，就連1個電話都懶得打，打電話時只說具體情况，把那些覺得無關要緊的“情趣”話都省了；信息就更不用說了，她發10條你回有一半你就覺得你回的已經够多了，就連她打電話給你你都覺得她囉嗦！ 你不會再爲她想吃早點而早早起床，你不會再爲她排隊買她想要東西，你不會專門請假帶她去她想去的地方，你會覺得...... 她甚麽事都依賴著你，讓你覺得她麻煩事特多！ 接著你會發現她的缺點越來越多，她的優點快被她的缺點掩蓋，你快忍無可忍！ 最後，厭了！瀟灑的用“分手吧！”一句簡單的言語結束了複雜的感情；或耗著等著，直到有一天她受不了忽冷忽熱或若即若離的態度自己選擇離開，你還可以說是她自己離你而去，你沒有負心... 男人，你記不記得你曾經說過：“我永遠都會對你這麽好，一輩子都這樣愛著你寵著你！” 不是她麻煩事特多，是你一開始就說得做得太到位，才會讓她依賴上你！ 你記不記得你曾經說過：“不管多晚，睡不著都可以打電話給我，我的手機24小時都爲你開機！” 那你又嫌她不體貼，白天工作的時候打電話打擾到你，辛苦了一天晚上要睡覺了她還纏著你不肯挂綫。是誰讓她養成何時何地想打電話給你就打電話給你的習慣？ 她無理取鬧 那是因爲從某一個時間段你的態度變了，你開始冷落她了；讓她覺得沒了安全感，使她起疑心！不是她不信任你，不給你空間，而是她愛你，在乎你，用盡所有時間去關心你，你的生活細微改變都牽扯著她的情緒！ 她脾氣不好 那是因爲她有很多時候知道了很多事情，但你不說，她都選擇沉默，在一直沉默；積壓到一定的時間她們就會爆發心中的所有怨氣；要知道，這一些都不是她脾氣不好，是你不够細心發覺，她們是一直積壓下來的！ 她不再跟以前一樣動人 當初是誰說不喜歡她每天變化多端像只花蝴蝶，是誰說喜歡她素顔的清純模樣？雖說喜新厭舊是人性，除了毛主席跟古董以外，甚麽東西看久了都會審美疲勞；但她不是東西，她是個活生生有著感情的人！ 你不再給她答案，不再給她承諾，不希望你以後做不到讓這些答案跟承諾變成謊言 那你以前又給她那麽多答案，給她那麽多承諾，現在爲自己鋪好後路可以前承諾過的叫她怎麽忘記？ 女人不怕諾言沒實現，怕的是你承諾了又不去實現，最後實不實現是另一個問題！ 你忙，你沒時間沒精力討好她，你不知道她現在在想甚麽？ 那你以前不忙嗎？ 你以前是不是就把全部時間用來討好她而不用工作？那你以前怎麽都那麽細心觀察她在想什麽？ 你覺得你們不配，你不想她再浪費感情在這段沒結果的愛情上 那你一開始追她幹嘛？做實驗啊？她都已經浪費這麽多感情了，你當感情是水龍頭啊，說開就開說關就關！ 對，這一切都是你給自己找的藉口！別以爲換個女朋友就可以永遠擺脫那種感情暗淡時期，因爲不久的將來你還是得回到這種時光，下個女朋友也是，下下個女朋友也是，下下下個女朋友也是，有種你一輩子不談戀愛不結婚... 男人們，看完了回想一下你們的那段美好時光，趁現在沒有人偷偷想想是不是你們給自己找藉口了？那個以前深愛的女人現在就那麽不值得你愛了麽？別說你瞎了狗眼以前才會跟她在一起，因爲你沒瞎，也請不要侮辱到狗！ 後悔分手的趕快努力從新追回來，以後用心經營著共有的感情！其實女人要的很簡單，只想要一個愛自己男人就够了... 想要分手的考慮清楚，幷不是每段感情都可以挽回的！考慮太久也不行，因爲她們可以忍耐你冷落她一段時間，但不會一輩子傻下去；她們再怎麽傻，也會給自己一個時間段，去忍受你的冷落，去相信你的愛；但時間一到，她們會毫不猶豫的離開，到那時再多的甜言蜜語都沒有用了，因爲這世界上沒有誰離開誰就活不了！ 戀愛中的，好好珍惜現在那個願意照顧你，體諒你，願意陪你承擔風雨的傻女人吧！過了這個村，或許就沒這個店了... 到時間結婚的就結婚吧，不要再拖拖拉拉婆婆媽媽；結婚證一領就像買了保險，至少心裏都有底了... 愛情，就像煮粥！滾燙的時候加點配料它就是够火候又有滋有味的；等到忘記關火煮焦了的時候，你聞都不想聞它甚至你連鍋都想把它扔了... 看好你的火吧..

SushiKing

Yea,26.04.2011 Tuesday..
Went SushiKing for the Bonanza with Elaine and SooRyue^^
Lucky there is less of people and we just wait about 5min then can enter dy^^
1Plate Sushi For only RM2^^

Sushi belt full of Sushi^^
Elaine and My favorite-Salmon-<3
SooRyue and Me^^
Elaine and Me^^
Elaine and Me Take2^^
Me and Sooryue^^

Shopping

已经有一段时间没有和贝比好好的逛街了
因为贝比和我都很忙
加上在KL逛街有交通和时间问题
不管怎样，贝比答应了等宝贝回去
就会抽出时间陪我逛街^^

Inside the Cinema^^...<3

Chien&Yeong
Like to stick with you~

笑容

请不要冷血的解开
我用来隐藏悲伤的笑容

心机

我能感觉到
你的心机和妒忌是多么的重
因为你不断地斯开别人丑陋的一面

Respect

如果你需要别人尊重你
就请你先尊重别人

界限

When i am Crazy, i can Crazy than You
When i am Serious, i can Serious than You
When i am Emo, i can Emo than You
When i am Playful, i can Playful than You
When i am Fierce, i can Fierce than You
So, Please do not Step over My Boundary Line...

Chien&Yeong
Everyone have their Boundary Line

3Week

In this 3 week, I have to live without you by my side

I have to learn not to lay on you all the time,

I have to learn without you in my life,

I have to learn these in this 3 week..

This is you want me to be...

Wish me luck..

Hope that i can do it~~!!

Chien&Yeong

I trust i can~

LoSer

如果你因为别人的针对而生气
你就是和别人一样来伤害自己
你就是个LOSER

Maybe

或许现在的我们就是你想要的
BUT
THIS IS NOT I WANT

TheLatestMe

Well, coz of something,
i have problem with my friend even my boyfriend..
Huh, really hurt so much..
Really feel tired and my heart is pain enough...
Haizzz...What should i do??
Is going to crazy....
Think to give up my fren and my bf??
You know why?
Coz both side no one know what i want and how i feel..
Just my ji muii know what i want and how is my feeling..
Anyway, love my self better^^
Recently me photo:

KecyNg~
Love my rabbit teeth~~<3
Smile bringing sadness?
Am i look noob??^^Just original me^^

失去

19-04-2011
我失去了友情与爱情
甚至失去了自我

大方

我并没有你想象中的大方
或许你大方
但我不是~~~

友情 VS 爱情

这一次，友情和爱情
我选择了爱情~~~

两败俱伤

我。。。因为感情
弄得自己两败俱伤
片体鳞伤~~~

Padini Photo Album

Chia,Jing,Chien

Girl Generation

4 Miss Ng

Nice day~~

We are Cam wore~~

Pity Chia~~

Like taking album??

Love it~~

Where i looking?

Ryue,Jing,Chien

Padini Shirt...<3

Conclusion, our pose all look alike every photo^^
Anyway, wear the same shirt took photo is 4 of us hobby^^
Nice day<3

Chien&Yeong
Will out again more 2 week^^

170411

Yesterday, have a nice outting with my 3 sor por cousin..
They are-Sooryue,WenJing And YeeChia^^
In our family, we four are the most friend cousin..
Uncle they all decribe us as 4 miss Ng since we are small..
Here is the photo took on yesterday^^

We are BigGirl Now~

Are we look youth???^^
Did you realize something??
Our relationship is forever^^
Ryue,Chien,Chia
Jing,Chien,Chia
Realize??Our shirt is same^^
Me & Chia
Jing & Me
Crazy cousin^^
Me & Ryue^^
RyueRyue&ChienChien
JingJing & ChienChien

Chien&Yeong
Continue>>>>

Belated Birthday Present

Oops...well, now only have the time to post my 2 belated birthday present..

Im Love'in it~<3
Nose brand watch gave by my 2 sor por-SooRyue & YeeChia

It's so Fragrance
Handmade soap gave by my 2 lovely ji muii-Joey & SookWen

Lastly, thanks my sor por and ji muii so much so much..
I get you all sincerely heart..
Not alone when i have you all...<3

Chien&Yeong
Proud^^

Home~

Yeah..Reached house yesterday fetch by bro..
Miss my lovely warm home, my tender bed so much..
I Love'in it^^
This time Semester break only 3 week..
So i wish to enjoy my holiday as happy as possible^^
Time pls slowly down like snail~~~~~~
Anyway, Stop here..
Is going to dating with hubby later and
tomorrow have a date with my 3 lovely cousin..
Have a nice day everyone..Enjoy~~~~

Chien&Yeong
Hello Kuantan^^

Heartbeat

原来我们还有看到彼此
而脸红心跳加速的那一刻

Chien&Yeong
<3...

依赖

依赖你是我最想做的事
你叫我学习不依赖你
那不是我的擅长
那。不是......

Chien&Yeong
依赖呢？

资格

在你说人家的缺点和纠正人家之前

先要看自己到底有没有资格说人家

Chien&Yeong
Not In The Mood...TT

War

Oops..Twinkle twinkle eye...
Semester 3 is going to end soon..
Means that the war is coming soon^^
War??For sure is examination..
Well, this semester assignment and mid-term exam result is not so high mark..
Coz of my lazy??I have to control it..
I dun want lazy anymore..
I cant make my parents disappointed..
Add oil Ng Kar Chien..
You are the best...
Anyway, will update my blog again after exam^^
After exam i can back hometown and have my semester break..
Left my hubby at KL..
3 week cant see him...TT
But its is good for us...
Stay too near then dun have miss each other that feeling..
Maybe semester break can have the feeling...<3
Hope that my Semester break fast fast end^^
Then i can see my hubby back...<3
But i already promise hubby i will learn to be independent..
Coz my hubby will be busy all the time..
Cant accompany me...TT
Hope that i can do it..
Good Luck everyone^^

Chien&Yeong
思念是一种爱

结

在我心中打了一个结

一个可能永远都解脱不开的结

它将慢慢成为我心中的烙印

Chien&Yeong
一个结，一个刺

Belated Birthday Present

My birthday had passed 1week more..
But here is still have my belated birthday present^^

Converse Bag from my Lovely Hubby...<3

Love Necklace from my 2 best fren XinKeo And Esther^^

Face mask and girl tissue from my Lao por -JiaYie,my 2 daughter-ShookPin And HooiPui, My Grandaughter-RhuiYan^^
Girls Panties from my Aunty^^
Nipple Phone Charm from my daughter-Suky^^

Still have 2 more belated birthday present at my hometown..
When i go back only take a photo and post it up ya..
The 1 of the present is give by my Sor por Ryue ryue-A watch i think...<3 Another 1 is give by my ji muii-Coco and Yoyo-Its a hand made soap i think..<3 Anyway, really thanks you all so much so much..
This year birthday received alot of present and surprise..
Coz of you all, i never feel alone..^^

Chien&Yeong
Full of love in my life^^

生日快乐。我对自己说

17.03.2011^^
Today is my big day..
Become 19years old start from today..
Oh my god....I am become older and older dy..
Can the time stop down???Aikzz~
Anyway, happy birthday to myself..
And also my housemate-deric-
He same birthday with me^^
So ngam..
Wish my dreams come true^^

This year birthday have slightly different with last year..
Coz this year babe no accompany me
and this is the 1st year i alone in the house mostly the time..
Where are you when i need you?
Well, thanks my beloved
classmate, old friend, cousin, ji muii, aunt and parents for wishing me^^
Really touchful birthday i had this year..
The first wishes at sharpe 12am is my ji muii- Sook wen-
Is tear drop down when hear her voice and her wishes..
Thanks my 2 best friend-elaine and mei yee- for gave me the special present..
Really like it so much and make me laugh when i saw the rabbit..
Thanks DBF group 3 to celebrate my birthday^^
Especially thanks hooi pui, jia yie,shook pin,jun hong,wai kin and elaine for call me and sing birthday song to me..
The second time tear drop when heard that u all gonna sing song to me^^
Thanks so much my classmate -Alice- also for accompany eat lunch today and treat me eat cake at secret recipe..And some funny thing happen when we going back house..^^
Anyway, is not so enjoy on birthday..
Is crying all the time coz of feeling alone..
Hate the feeling..TT
I really need you but you are not here..
Here is the photo while my birthday:

Cutting cake at College...
Bite-ing up the candle...^^
Present:Starbucks cup from 2nd bro^^
Present: Saw this rabbit b4? From elaine and mei yee^^
Love the rabbit^^

Took these photo when at ShabuOne^^:

Me, Elaine And Mei Yee^^
Jia Yie -lao por-, Kecy And Shook Pin...<3
Hooi Pui And Me^^
Alice And Me^^

Took when at secret recipe with Alice:

Eating the cake treat by Alice^^
Alice holding her meal^^

That's all for my birthday..
Wish that not only like that....
Lastly, thanks again all the people for wishing me..
Love you all and thanks you so much^^

Chien&Yeong
A painful birthday...